So theres this girl. She has the most amazing smile in the whole entire world. You honestly cant help but smiling along with her when she is happy. Everything just seems right when you are with her. Everything just seems a bit better. The birds chirp a little louder and the flowers smell jsut a nit sweeter and even the sun seems to shine brighter. I dont know what it is about her but nothing can seem to replace the way she can make you feel. She can get to know you better than anyone else around you. Even family members. Her eyes apoligize for any little thing she could do. There is no logical way to stay mad at her when you look her in the eyes. The crazy thing about it is that I had this girl for a short amount of time. I fucked up what we had and now after all thhe fights its apparent my pool of chances has run dry. There isnt much to say about it anymore except that when you run across someone like this they will change you. It may not be all for the better but in my case that is all she did. Sje tried so hard to help and make me better. It worked. After all the things Ive been told about myslef Im starting to change. Im starting to notice when I do things that resemble old behavior. When you find someone like this hold on to them. Never let them go. Never do anything to make them go. If you do let them slip away, you better believe that you just made the biggest mistake you will ever make. Regretting it every morning when you wake up and every night when you go to sleep. I love you dearest. I will never stop loving you and I never want too. I have the best memories with you and I want to hold on to those forever. I miss you so much and the days drag slow when we dont talk. I just hope you start feeling better about everything soon. Ill be there for you, Forever and Always.
Yeah.
(Source: staypozitive)
a. “I envy him”
b. “Hes dead…”
a. “He’s happy.”
There’s nothing worse than giving up on something before you want to. But sometimes you messed up so much you don’t have a say in it. If you ever find yourself in a jam like this, just embrace the loneliness and watch the other person try to be happy. Because you know for damn sure you aren’t going to be happy without them.
This Quote.
Never go to sleep angry. Because you never know if you or the person you’re mad at will wake up the next morning. Always forgive someone. Because you never know if you’ll get to talk to the again. Things happen. Get over it. Always forgive. You may never forget. But its better than knowing that you’ll never get to say sorry or I love you again.
Take me.
Just realized I’ve been staring at this picture of me and my ex for about fifteen minutes. We were cuddling, and she looked happy, but now I know she really wasn’t happy. I was happy, I still am happy that she lets be in her life at all. In a perfect world msybe it could work but I doubt it. I miss you, and love you. It’s getting harder and harder everyday but im trying so hard to keep fighting because im afraid to give up. Is thst a bad thing? In afraid to leave Charlotte because I’m scared of not being about to see you. Without you I am honestly nothing, and I am perfectly fine with that.
I miss you
I want you
I need you
To hold me
I can’t take
The distance
Come close
No resistance
I need you now, baby listen
You’re the puzzle peice that I’m missing
I would do things that have never been done
To get you close to me.
Haven’t you realized that I would do any goddamn thing in the world for you? Even if it means running away and leaving you alone so you can be happy. This is going to kill me, I haven’t eaten all weekend because you changed and it made me worry. I still haven’t eaten because now I know that you have changed and I’m so worried.
Well you finally pushed me away. Happy now?
